Hello to all of my loves out there in blog-land! I have decided to start a new tradition by creating "Inspiration Sundays" on the blog. While I am sure this is not a novel idea, I think it is a very, very important one.
Time for some real talk. I haven't been to church in over a month. It has become one of those things where "I'm tired", or "Shane has the day off!", or "I'll watch it online" (My church offers online services you can view anytime). Even with all of these reasons I haven't watched or visited in over a month. Wow, that is a painful thing to type and even harder to share. But it's honest.
Now, for the good news. Yesterday one of my best friends in the whole world asked if I was joining our group of friends at church the next day. It worked out against all "odds" (aka the ones I create), and man oh man I am so glad we went. I had a very rough day yesterday, and when our pastor (Pastor Craig of Life Church) started talking about having a void in your heart, it hit HOME. I realized, for me, over the past weeks of not attending, not letting the spirit speak to me, and not spending that time in open worship, that the void was growing quickly within me. It was so amazing for around one hour of spiritual time to set me onto a new, hope-filled path.
The current series at Life Church, that just began today, is called The Time Is Now. To be very honest, when I walked in, I thought in my head that the message might be a little "hokey" today (obviously I didn't walk in with a positive mindset!). However, it turned out to be the EXACT thing I needed to hear as most times at church go for me. We were reminded to "give careful thought to your ways... (Haggai 1:3)".
Lately I have felt myself become more and more self-centered. I think in today's social media driven society (and yes even as a blogger I will admit that) we definitely become focused on the wrong things. To say there haven't been days where I wanted the white rug, the $500.00 shoes, and the daily Starbucks lattes I see on some blogs would be a HUGE LIE. It felt so good to be reminded to focus my ways on God and not towards only the "idols" of superficial things. Not that God does not want us to have nice things in our life, but not to make them MY LIFE.
My other favorite part was to "choose a hard right over an easy wrong". As a 28 year old, female, unmarried, elementary school teacher there are many times where I wonder if this occupation is for me. Never because of the kids but because of the early, nonstop days, the emotional havoc it sometimes causes in me, and the lack of "easy" in the whole career. But I know, I KNOW, that it is the right thing. I know I was made for it. I know I can create relationships with some of the most troubled students because I have BEEN THERE. But it is definitely a hard right.
The other part that hit me, was when Pastor C. asked us what was on our hearts. What unfinished business do you have? What has pulled on your heart strings but you just haven't quite done it/finished it/created it/made it. Well for me it is this blog. I have been called to blogging for a few years now. I have stopped, started, stopped again, and often had reasons to not take it seriously as I want to. This blog has been on my heart more than a place to share a cute outfit, or pictures of my dog (although that will be a part of it!). It has always called to me for two reasons. First, is a place for me to find myself outside of teaching. To share the many, many hobbies that create passion in my life. To find a network of other like-minded individuals. Secondly, I want to inspire others the way I have been inspired. Part of that inspiration NEEDS to be from my heart and my faith. The time is now.
This post was not paid for or directly affiliated with Life.Church. These are my inspirations given to me from the heart of God. I am so very happy to have a space to share this with my readers and also with myself. Thank you for reading and please respond! What is the time right for you to do? Where does your inspiration lie? What is your hard right? Let me know.
Mandy Lamb, XO