Well look who is still here! It has been a crazy insane madness of two weeks. To sum it all up I was sick (very sick), in a car wreck that totaled my car while still sick, bought a new car, completely moved from one home (duplex) into a new one (apartment). Yep, ladies and gents, this all happened in approximately the past two weeks. Wow. Too much.
But look. I am still here. While that sounds silly I have to tell myself this. There were times (many times) this past few weeks where I felt lost. I disliked myself. I was disappointed in myself. I felt very unworthy. Strong words but honest words. And I am still here.
I am so lucky to have a God that loves me and gives me nothing that I cannot handle. I am so lucky to have friends, family, coworkers, and students who care about me and lift me up when I fall down (and want to stay down).
I'm sure more of the details of the past few weeks will come out while I work them out and write them out. Mostly today I want to say how thankful I am that I am exactly where I need to be.
In celebration of the first day of having a moment to blog, here is a picture of a favorite outfit I wore to school today. Sans shoes because that's basically where my life is at right now haha. But I want to remind myself, and others, when you feel so low that you can't get up, you are still here and you are here for a darn important reason. Please don't forget that.
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